I'm a broken girl with an unrequited love. I hate the concept of perfection which is always pressed upon me. I want to be free and escape this cage of a life. I love the colour black so much, it's all I wear. I'm filled with self-loath. I love to laugh, and therefore am easily amused. I'm afraid of being alone in the world. I'm possessive because everything and everyone I've ever loved left me. I wish everyday to be able to talk to someone about my problems. I'm depressed. I think of suicide, but am too cowardly to do it. I'm loud and say all the wrong things. Music is my life. I'm indecisive, curious, and complicated. I love literature and love to read. I am a daydreamer. I hold everything in, and let nothing out, so one day I will explode. No one knows how damaged I am. I'm a proud Canadian. I am a closet romantic and just want my happy ending. I'm cynical and sarcastic. I love pictures and photos, but I look terrible in them. I'm bi-polar and dysthemic. My motto is: No expectations = No disappointments. I know that no one gives a shit. I'm the type of girl who can smile even when I'm dying inside, and could brighten your day anytime even when I couldn't brighten my own. All in all, I'm just a less-than-average girl trying to get by in the world.